lying in my bed, trying to sleep, i wanna finish everything, but i just cant.. its already 3 o'clock and everything turns out counterly... i decided to drop the subject... coz i know i might fail... i know i have to drop it but still im trying to type somthing out of this...
haaayyyy... i wish i wish....
ohhh... remember what i told you about the ant thing?.... hhhmmmmp! i wanna get over him... but how come i cant??>>> i kept on saying im done with it but everytime he showd up all the fillings are there... evrytime he's near, sparks and emotions are clashing... last night was the worst scenario i had with him.... he kept on arguing with me and it s**ks! its bulls**T! i wanna crush him into pieces...! i wanna skin him alive...! i wanna smash him!... but the thing there was i juz cant... :(
haaaayyyy his eyes, his voice and everything in him made my heart meltd like a candle under the heat of the sun.... waaaaaaaaa spare me the agony my friend!!!!.....
help me.... im confused, im torn, im coated with barbs and thorns....
confusions made me realize everything might fall out, nothing can make it seem right...
now, i decided to place it 6 ft under, covered with stones, blocks all over, and mix cement powder on top of it... hahahahahaha
im done!... yes im done!...
the problem is...
is it strong enough?
to hold everything inside?....
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
9am agony
haaayy, its already 9am, still i can't write anything for my paper... my dipressions killing me, i dont wanna fail but i just cant write... huhuhuhu
help me find my own tunnel, dark and black, tattered pants and broken pieces of my sanity scattered. my plans and my sight shimmers in a different way, screaming with blood, shouting with agonies inside. i know it's my fault, writing is not that easy, you cant just pick a topic and write about it.
problem with me? i just cant write at this moment.
flush me! wake me up! drag me to my sanity! hold me close! put me into a dungeon full of thorns, make me scream, make me cry....!
to sum this all up..... i just cant write!!!!......
help me find my own tunnel, dark and black, tattered pants and broken pieces of my sanity scattered. my plans and my sight shimmers in a different way, screaming with blood, shouting with agonies inside. i know it's my fault, writing is not that easy, you cant just pick a topic and write about it.
problem with me? i just cant write at this moment.
flush me! wake me up! drag me to my sanity! hold me close! put me into a dungeon full of thorns, make me scream, make me cry....!
to sum this all up..... i just cant write!!!!......
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